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Name: Michael
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Birthday: 6/28/1985
Gender: Male
Interests: Football, wrestling, cruisin the downtown, dancing, sailing, cooking, eating, i also enjoy writing about things that i enjoy doing
Expertise: Sporting goods and sporting good accessories.
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Occupation: Sales
Industry: Retail
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
12/13/2003
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| if i could turn this picture inside my head into a thousand words i would, i'd say them all if it would change your mind, if it would make you mine again. you meant the world to me and i can't help but to feel this way inside, the way i felt when you were mine, the way i felt when we were young, we'd sing the songs unsung, about love and pain and change, and make time to rearrange our lives, so we could be together, share our dreams forever, in that big white house out on the plains. those dreams are memories now. and when dreams are all we have, we must move on to action, to take charge of our ambition, get off our asses and get in the game. to try is all we have, to live a life and never wonder what might have been. to see the sights and find out whats right for us. when our minds are across the country, what happens to our bodies, they grow old and die a little more each day. i gotta go pee. | | |
| -YOU-
you left me behind.
far away to chase your dreams.
now i must chase mine.
stupid haikus...
im awake at 4 in the morning... again.
Ever since you left i've been like this. its as though all of a sudden my body switched to west-coast time. what the hell is my problem, i love you, i KNOW i love you, yet i let you slip through my fingers... maybe its because you're too young, maybe i think that i don't want to get started with anything too serious while you're still in this stage of your life. Maybe, i don't want to get started with anything too serious while im in this stage of mine. i want to be your everything, i want to feel everything i felt when i first laid eyes on you, when i first kissed you, when we first drove around aimlessly on that starry night belting out all our favorite songs... all memories now. i just want to be with you so we can make new ones. You're out there living, out there experiencing the world, doing everything i've always wanted to do, being the free-spirit that instantly attracted me to you. I need to change myself, i need to change my environment, i need to change.
I need to go to california. | | |
| i read what you wrote again and again, never knowing where it ends, or when the end will come, or if we're already done. You made me feel like noone else could ever, like we were meant to be together, like i could wake up with you forever and never question what i thought we had... what i wish we had, what i need to have.... amazing how time changes and rearranges all the faces we used to make, like the way you'd smile at me from your doorway, as i would drive away and wait for the next day i could see you. all the plans and dreams we had, it seems, have been left to dry, no longer light up your eyes and fill mine with hope. summer is what it is, a season changing, drifting, leaving me alone once again, leaving me to think of what i had, what i miss, what i did wrong, and THE kiss.. the kiss that left me forever changed, perfection attained, that impulsive kiss in the pouring rain... each drop fell with intent, knowing it would present two lost souls with the opportunity to escape reality, if just for a moment... only in my mind can i define and envision with precision what this felt like, i remember it all, though days go by and pass through the grasp of my synapse, i cannot lose your eyes... i won't lose them.... if down the line, brought together once again by time, i see those eyes again in the way you let me see them before, it will have been well worth the days we followed down our own paths waiting for them to one day cross and reignite the light we had. i will hold onto you for the rest of my days and hope you will do the same...
I hope you know how much you mean to me.
....much love | | |
| Updating....
Well, Spring break came and went all too fast. Here I am back in State College attending classes and what not. 4th year here and still I am too hesitant to choose a major. I gotta make a change. | | |
| Hand out the window
Floatin' on air
Just a flip of the wrist
I'd be wavin' you goodbye
Drive past the lifeguard stand
Where I sit around waiting for you to remember
As I drive
How the girls could turn to ghosts before your eyes
And the very dreams that led to them are keeping them from dying (keeping them)
And how the grace with which she walked into your life
Will stay with you in your steps,
Paced with you a while
So long, so long [x2]
The speaker in this door is blown
So nothing sounds quite right
Taking my time, taking this drive, waving this town goodbye
And I drive this ocean road
And remember
The small of your back, nape of your neck, I remember everything
as I drive
Waving this town goodbye
How the girls can turn to ghosts before your eyes
And the very dreams that led to them are keeping them from dying
And how the grace with which she walked into your life
Will stay with you in your steps (stay with you in your...)
Pace with you a while
So long, so long, so long, so long, so long, so long
So long, so long
Taking my time, taking this drive, waving this town goodbye
So long, so long
So long, so long
So long, so long
And I will leave under the cover
Of summer's kiss upon the sky
Like the storm face of your lover
Just before she says goodbye
I was certain that the season could be held between my arms
But just as summer's hold is fleeting
I was here and now I'm gone
I'm gone...
So long, so long...
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